What was the inspiration for the EP as a whole?
Thank you for taking the time to listen to the EP! I really appreciate it. Overall, the themes that prevail throughout the EP are queerness, social anxiety, relationship trauma, and loss. My own music is one of the few places where I can be the most vulnerable and honest even with myself. In day to day life, I feel anxious about being irrelevant, hard to notice, and hard to hear. In my music, I make my emotions known even louder; my songs are my confessions. I named the project I Picked My Scab and Now There’s a Scar because the topics that these songs touch upon felt like wounds at conception. I particularly write songs when I feel really down in the dumps. After so much time has passed, the wounds have metaphorically healed into scars. I’ve put a lot of effort into recovery, growth, and coping with my struggles. Also, I wanted to poke fun of myself for my eyebrow scar. It seemed very fitting altogether.
As for my sound, my go-to genre of music to listen to is female/nonbinary/queer indie rock. My favorites and top influences are Snail Mail, Soccer Mommy, Clairo, beabadoobee, Phoebe Bridgers, Jay Som, Julien Baker and much more. I also find some emo influences from when I listened to a lot of midwest emo or what some people call “emo revival” like Tigers Jaw, Joyce Manor, The Front Bottoms, etc. I realized that I was listening to way too much white male music. White, cis, straight, male bands are getting old. Queer/BIPOC artists offer such vastly varying, authentic narratives/perspectives and are constantly challenging the existing music frontier. Although those emo bands have a special place in my heart, female and queer artists are who truly inspired me. I found a lot of validation in the range of softness and edge in their voices. I try to emulate that with my own voice in order to channel tenderness and fragility. I challenge myself and others to discover more trans, queer, BIPOC artists across all genres.